girls, who were bullied most of their life and gain confidence at one point, should be feared most because they dont take anyone’s shit no longer and they will destroy you if you think otherwise
if she flinches when you go to put your arm around her … someone else’s hand wasn’t so sweet … if she questions you … someone else has lied to her … if she doesn’t tell you things … someone else once betrayed her secrets … behind every cranky, complicated girl or girl who is scared to love is … a girl who is tired of being broken.
The last 3 weeks since my last bikini competition, I haven’t really been working out or eating absolutely clean. I’ve gained 10lbs. I feel like that shouldn’t have been the case with my metabolism. I feel like even though I wear a size 4 I’m a size 24. Be angry and whatever, but I feel enormous. I was told my upper body is the size of a 120lb girl and my ass is the size of a 200 lb girl. I feel awful about my body and can’t seem to find a happy medium goal where I get my period back but I don’t feel like shit about my body. I hate my body so much right now.